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Not Okay But Not Broken by Nytrinhia Not Okay But Not Broken by Nytrinhia
Decided it was time to update my DevID. And yeah, I realize that it's overly sad. And... I'm kind of overly depressed right now and have been for the past couple of months. I've announced it everywhere else, may as well here. My now ex-boyfriend and I are just friends now. It was a decision a while in coming, so yeah... anyway, I know some of you have threatened beatings for making me sad, but he's not the reason I'm sad, so honestly... this is hard on both sides for us, so just... be nice please.

Anyway, got an art meeting tonight so I've got to go take care of that. I'll see ya around.

That is all.
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akiwitch Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I-Am-DeVan Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
...I...I give you hugz?
Adain-chan Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
I hope you feel better! :hug: long distance relationships can be pretty hard.
BekaDavis Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I know you said he's not the reason you're sad but just for the heck of throwing this out there... a few months ago I got out of a relationship that started out like a fairy tale and ended like heck. He was the custodian who worked at the same building I did (as an after-school tutor). He was so cute, sweet, tall... and a total nerd. Loved anime and stupid stuff like me. He was a recently converted Christian who had made a lot of mistakes and was doing all he could to live a better life. He was spiritual and dedicated to his faith and we became immediate best friends and soon dated. Then he Mormon-bashed me. Again. And again. And again. I told me CLEARLY that it was hurting me and I didn't like it, and every time I told him to stop he'd say "Oh, I had no idea it was bothering you!" (You liar! I've told you five times now that I don't like it!). When I finally broke up with him he was horrible about it. He made every effort to show me through his words and body language that he was doomed to misery and it was all my fault. He told me about how his friends hated me and wanted to beat me up. He told me how if we're not dating then he's gonna treat me like every other female friends he has... which mostly involves trolling them. I can take gentle trolling but he did it to me IN FRONT OF THE KIDS I tutor, which doesn't encourage them to respect me at all. His trolling involved hitting or kicking me somehow and then shouting "Suck it!" or "Get on my level!" I told him to knock it off and he did. He's started to text me things like "I love you" and "You look beautiful today" and I politely shoot them down each time.

Just... anyway... dunno why I wanted to share that. I'm not even a "boys suck!" kind of girl. Guys are great! When they're nice. I guess I wanted to share my heart-ache to give your poor heart some company. *hugs you tight*
Nytrinhia Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks *snuggles*
Fox-Frost Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2013
>>Initiating friendship...
>>Comfort program initiated...

I have a good ear and a good shoulder right here, my friend, and I'm sure I'm not the only one ready and willing to help you out. We got you.
TaeKwonDoMonk Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
I hope things are going better from now on. :hug: There's one quote I remember that keeps me rolling: "Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called the "present."" I've had my bouts of depression, but my worst was when I was twelve. One thing I learned from it is that from the time the experience feels like the winter of the soul, spring will surely come. ^_^
theranforgotten Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2013
:Hug::Hug: Tanuki Nyt :Hug: :)
Kearra Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2013  Student Digital Artist
:saddummy: ... :iconrubcheeksplz: Love you Yoko. We're here for you.
Nytrinhia Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2013  Professional Digital Artist

that is the cutest plz icon ever...
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